Another Birthday for Nicola without her dad, breaks my heart every time that you are not here to see them. Its still as hard as the day you left , I don't think time heals at all. We might keep moving on but is not easy. I think about you and miss you every single day . The kids are great such a credit to us both . Anna and Calum are so nice and the fact hat you don't get to see them grow hurts very much. I,m sure your watching everything going on down here though . 3 Chihuahuas keep us going and give us unconditional love, bunch of nutters and great fun ... Love you very much xxx