Another Christmas and New Year pass without you and it doesn't get any easier, in fact it gets worse. Would be our 40th Anniversary 9 9 18 and unlike my friends we don't get to celebrate its really hard, not fair that you were taken so early . Graeme and Nicola are awesome adults you would be so proud of them they miss you every day. Anna & Calum are brilliant and I,m sure Anna would have you wrapped round your little finger like Nicola did. Trying to move on with life as you told me to, but its not an easy thing to do. I think about all the things we could have been doing together and its heart-breaking. I,m hoping that someone somewhere will cure Cancer and people will not have to go through the same as we did, no one should be taken at your age... Love you always Honey xxxx